OH MY GOD.

i am so pissed off.

i can literally feel my blood boiling.

what's with all these grumpy old men anyway.

grumbling that i cant speak hokkien.

asking me weird questions.

and they all just REFUSE to listen to what i have to say..

my gosh! my luck with men! old men!

i am so in an anti-ahpek mood today so to all the ah peks in the world..

RARR. x(

ooh! my day started out really bad with that sms.

like i was really really depressed...

way out of point but lo and behold! i can drive really well when i'm depressed!

but my day quickly turned around!

ms choo, mr tampines (mouth) north policeman, holly bolly colly dolly solly! :):):)

ooh! and ms lim and sour bearables. :):):)

i am a happy child!

haha but i really did want to say goodbye to my kids.... i'll miss them...

till next time! :)

my my! what an enchanting week!!

i caught the da vinci code with the cellobiose girls! by golly! the cilice and the gore! but silas was AMAZING! and audrey tautou's really gorgeous!! ooh those eyes! and her legs! and her coy smile!! and her accent!! woot!! totally awesome!! i still prefer the book, but the movie's alright! and company was GREAT!! we watched it in the new cathay which was whoa!! and from where we were sitting, the movie was WHOA too. wahaha! i love those girls!! :):)

ooh and it was the tablet tech-toy week!! i spent my whole week marking at home so i could go to school and use ms choo's tablet!! oooh my.......... *satisfied grin* i am a happy child!!!!!!! i drew a little princess thing for the goddess!! and even guan said it looked decent!!!!!! guan the artistic one said it looked decent!! YAY!!!!!!!!!! was supposed to do a little greeting card for the mrs lim but SIGH... i got inefficient as time flew by.... didnt help that i lost my artistic touch and everything i drew turned out looking like monkeys.. haha! ooh my i love ms choo!! she made my week SUPER DEE DUPER!! and she makes dreams come true!! :D:D:D

oooh. mj vs vj! soccer finals! cheese and whiskers! it was such a close match!! 4-2!! it was a 2-1 game all the way till they scored all the goals at the end!! my my the tension!! twas so nerve-wrecking! there's this really funny teacher whom i was cheering with and she was oh so hyped up too!! funny!! i kinda missed guanzhen heaps cos she's my cheering buddy.. missed llama too cos she's always high at such events. but i had liane, turk and kur there! so that was great! and i now have tremendous respect/admiration for fabian cos he is really WHOA. yeah say it with me now.. WHOA. haha! awesome stuff! had heaps of fun and kudos to the soccer boys cos they did AWESOME!!!! STARS of MERIDIAN! we'll be back next year! :D:D

hohoho. i'm kinda almost done with my teaching thing. i'm sad... like i'm really quite sad. haha gosh the experience is magical! i cant believe i really got to TEACH teach in the end! *smiles* heaps of fond memories to take away from mj. i like my kids alot! they're really funny and they make me laugh even when i'm trying really hard to be composed. and i'll miss them alot too. but they'll do waay better under the new trained teacher i'm sure so it's a good thing for them! and the teachers of meridian, my my the JOY they bring! :):) for putting up with all my nonsense, listening to me gush and do my happy wiggles, THANK YOU!! :):)

i like meridian alot. like wow! i got to be a student AND a teacher!! and my! it's completely mind-blowing! my i dont think i ever got over the ecstacy of being a relief teacher! totally cool! and boy i must say that it was really inspiring when i heard her say "cos i'm a meridian! that's why!" like WOW. :):)

ooh! tired. i've got heaps to say but i'm kinda falling asleep on the keyboard! will be back soon! happy thoughts everyone! see ya! :)

tee hee hee! hello world! :):)

i've been in a pretty good mood recently! life's been awesome!! ohhhh YEAH! haha! let's see..

1. i got to go out with the thiosulphates and ms choo to NYDC!!! yum!! :):)

2. work in school has been manageable!! no more 3ams!!! :):)

3. ben&jerry's has been EXCITING! the CROWDS!! and the nice people!! :):)

4. i got to TEACH teach!! like REAL teaching! where i stand in front of the class and SUMMARISE and EXPLAIN atomic structure concepts!!!!! and draw all over the white board!!!! up next, the TABLET PC!!!!! *grinsgrins*

5. i got to spend an awesome mummy's day with my family!! and we watched nanny mcphee!!! :):):)

6. i met up with HOLLLLLYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! my bestest friend in the whole wide world who's always willing to eat with me!! and make me laugh!! and listen to all my stories!! :):):)

7. offers from ntu and nus came in!! YAY!!! now i'm on my way to being a mad scientist!!!!! a mad CHEMIST to be specific!!!! :):):)

8. got to meet up with the cellobiose dearies!!!!!! and we got presents from our goddess!!!!!! YYYEEEEAAAAHHH!!! :):):):)

9. SUGAR!! from ms choo!!! :):):):)

10. I GOT TO WEAR A LAB COAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! one that has been USED to create many miracles in the lab by my very own tutor (or so i assume)!! ooooooohhhh!!! it's like a dream come true!!!!!! haha you see, i have a thing for wearing the lab coat. i felt sooo smart!!!!!!!! now that i've gotten the mad chemist look, i can go create my very own lab miracles!!!! :):):):):):):):):):)

there's so much to learn from teaching. you realise lots now that you're on the other side of the education system. the teachers, my teachers, they seem so much more humane and real now. and i'm really sorry for all the things i did back then...

it's a crazy thought that i havent shared with many.. but one day, for real, i want to teach teach. like inspire my kids and make chemistry fun! easy! and interesting! for someone else! it's just this desire that erupted from nowhere and i'm feeling like i-want-to-attain-all-that-knowledge-and-teach-really-well-in-future!!

haha now that seems really out of character for someone who derives great joy from prancing around in a lab coat with my mad scientist specs and mad scientist hairband. or for the girl who does jiggle wiggles with seewee whenever we get a little too high.

gosh i'll never understand the decisions i make! haha but i really really want to teach! much more than i want to sell candy-floss at disneyland! and now that's saying something since that has been my secret ambition for the longest time!

well, we'll see how things go ya? i can't wait to see what excitement life will bring! gotta go sleep! teaching tmr!!! night night!! :):)

YAY!!!!!!!!!!

free cone day ROCKED!!!!!!!! like we've never worked so hard and had so much fun all at the same time!! haha jialing came down to scoop too and guess what? she wants to work at b&j's too! whoopee!! my my! it must have been the most exciting day of my life!! the queue was waaaaaaaay long and we were churning out cones for SEVEN STRAIGHT HOURS!!!!!! imagine that!!! haha so to all who got your free cone(s), i hope you LOVED our EUPHORIA-INDUCING ICE-CREAM!!! mmmm mmm!! :D haha and the whole gang of us were hopping up and down, running round and round, yelling at the top of our voices ICE-CREAM!! FREE ICE CREAM!! waaaaay awesome!! xinwei, penny, ashley, lena, zhimei, linling, eugene... LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! no regrets at all!! :D:D

haha! i'm back in my happy mood again! guess i was a little burnt out last week but i'm okay now!! i'm enjoying both jobs! haha planning to quit one soon though. i need sometime to go out with the people i LOVE!!!!! :D and btw, teaching rocks!! i finally got to really conduct a lesson all on my own and my dear, imagine my excitement!! something besides MARKING!!!! whoopee!! the JOY!!! :D:D

oh and today's the birthday of my chemistry goddess so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS CHOO!!!! i dont think she reads my blog, but i'd still like to say i think she's absolutely the most AMAZING, WITTY, BRILLIANT, AWESOME and COOLEST person in the whole wide world! haha yay!! so happy birthday!!!!

oh and today i met john, mun, shauna and keith at citilink too!! waaaay cool!! HEY YOU GUYS!! cant wait to really meet up with you guys again!! and JOHN! heh heh. we'll call on monday.... :b

yay yay!! i'm happy!! i went out for dinner with mummy, JL, YL and the holy (whole lee) family!!!! YEAH!!!!!

ooh! saw this on mamatan's blog!! haha! hello mamatan!! :):) looked fun!!

seven random facts about me.
1. i am waaay off my rocket.
2. cellobiose is my favourite word. (dont ask.)
3. i find silence absolutely deafening.
4. i like dark chocolate! 86% cocoa! :)
5. i said i'd never wear a skirt out. i was wrong.
6. it's been a childhood dream of mine to act on stage.
7. distracting and distracted. 'nuff said. :)

seven things that scare me.
1. horror movies.
2. my sisters. (not that they're things.)
3. driving.
4. confined spaces.
5. uncertainty.
6. blood.
7. emotions.

seven things i say the most.
1. haha!
2. *chuckles*
3. heaps and tons!
4. joy and sunshine!
5. love you!
6. ooh!
7. .. my dear...

okay done!

ooh life rocks! :):) see you soon!